Pillar of Wonder

^{-Zebra by Yong Ho Ji}



I say this solely for myself.

It's time that I find a way to be content with everything that is my life. If I do look back retrospectively, I have to acknowledge that my life is full of blessings. Everywhere. And even in the places and times when at that moment, not an ounce of good was felt, I can look back and now see the beginning germination of something good and humble. It has to be time to stop the constant questioning of value and just appreciate all the value that is seeping constantly into my life. It is time to stop with the entitlement. I am not owed anything. I am not deserved of anything. If I want something, if I want a particular career, a particular person, a particular thing to fulfill my wanderlust, then I must go and get it. Otherwise, I must stand still. Taking in all that is around me and finally realize, that it all, every part of all, is so good. I must stop longing hopelessly or frustratedly. I have liberty. I have love. I have possibility. It's time to transcend the wanton lust of everyday and look at the string of moments that make a very short life seem like an amazingly long time to celebrate living.

Sometimes, and meaning a lot of times, its best to shut your mouth and open your eyes.



Without Relent,
Peace
Remoy