For myself who I can't seem to stop hurting

Would I live my life over again?
Make the Same unforgiveable mistakes?

Sometimes life goes without anything else but just being life. Simple and complex, both mixed and maybe somewhat unfortunate, but very intertwined.

Sometimes

A kiss is a kiss
and a movie is just a movie
and pain is pain
and real love is real love
and a mistake is not a mistake
and a choice is just words
and a few words in a book will make you cry
and a few thoughts can create a lifetime

I guess for me, I have to surrender to that notion. Give up most my opinions and forgive myself the most. Because sometimes life is just that, and fortunately for all of us, that’s all we will ever need of it.

I woke up this morning with a terrific urge
to lie in bed all-day and read.
Fought against it for a minute.

Then looked outside the window
at the rain and gave over. Put myself entirely in
the keeps of the rainy morning.

Would I live my life over again?
Make the same unforgiveable mistakes?
Yes. Given half the chance, yes.
-Raymond Carver

Be Relentless,
Peace
Remoy