Good Bye
So this may be a jumble cause it is 4 am and that timing along with my lack of neurons crossing synapses will create confusion. But that is ok, because evey once-in-awhile being confusing is damn fine.
I'm off in the morning to Dallas. Truthfully, I hate Dallas. In my point of view, Dallas is a giant, any-other-suburbia-segregated-hotashell-city-in-Texas. But hell, I have to get the first four days out of the way, and then I'll head to Philly.
I would love to tell you I'm thrilled, but I'm not. My pride would hate to tell you I'm scared, but fortuantely for my pride, I'm not. I'm just ready. I'm ready to grow day by day. I'm ready to understand big ideas. I'm ready to live outside myself(that maybe one of the dumbest and most cliche {I don't know how to do the accent symbol outside of Microsoft Word, so forgive me} things I've ever said {well, written}. But it's 4 am and I'm Remoy Philip). I don't know how else to display my feelings other than the statement, I'm ready.
It rained tonight, as well as yesterday evening. I don't know the "symbology" behind that, but I tried to make something poignant out of it. But I had jack Shitsky. In the end, it was rain and it was another evening of another day. And that's what I like about life. It's not a tv show, it's not a reality absurdity, and well it's not a teeny-bopper drama. It's life. And in my perspective it's flipping brilliant.
Well I guess for me, I have to say goodbye. I guess I'll be back soon. And I'm sure I'll post along my odyssey. But give me this moment. Let me have my over-dramatic goodbye(Pause for tear, and female singer songwriter ballad {I'm all about those}). If you let me have my moviesque goodbye, then thank you. If you didn't, thank's for not putting up with my ridiculousness.
Be Relentless,
Peace
Remoy
I'm off in the morning to Dallas. Truthfully, I hate Dallas. In my point of view, Dallas is a giant, any-other-suburbia-segregated-hotashell-city-in-Texas. But hell, I have to get the first four days out of the way, and then I'll head to Philly.
I would love to tell you I'm thrilled, but I'm not. My pride would hate to tell you I'm scared, but fortuantely for my pride, I'm not. I'm just ready. I'm ready to grow day by day. I'm ready to understand big ideas. I'm ready to live outside myself(that maybe one of the dumbest and most cliche {I don't know how to do the accent symbol outside of Microsoft Word, so forgive me} things I've ever said {well, written}. But it's 4 am and I'm Remoy Philip). I don't know how else to display my feelings other than the statement, I'm ready.
It rained tonight, as well as yesterday evening. I don't know the "symbology" behind that, but I tried to make something poignant out of it. But I had jack Shitsky. In the end, it was rain and it was another evening of another day. And that's what I like about life. It's not a tv show, it's not a reality absurdity, and well it's not a teeny-bopper drama. It's life. And in my perspective it's flipping brilliant.
Well I guess for me, I have to say goodbye. I guess I'll be back soon. And I'm sure I'll post along my odyssey. But give me this moment. Let me have my over-dramatic goodbye(Pause for tear, and female singer songwriter ballad {I'm all about those}). If you let me have my moviesque goodbye, then thank you. If you didn't, thank's for not putting up with my ridiculousness.
Be Relentless,
Peace
Remoy